你们对我的期望有可能太高了，我又要让你们失望。我越来越觉得我没用，一句话罢了，真的那么难说出口吗？
你们的消息一个比一个越厉害，从有喜欢的男友到现在有暧昧关系，我的心伤得越惨。没有血的伤都比较痛的。痛归痛，我依然还在逃避着。难道继续当朋友是最好的办法？
告诉她了的话，她的反应又会是如何的呢？失败了还是朋友？见面是否会尴尬？不知是自己为自己找借口，还是觉得现在不是很好吗？现在我们有说有笑，会不会因我这告白而破坏？能看见她的笑容是否可以让我满足？
明天希望会有机会，更希望会有好的结局。情事成功，或仍是朋友，我都会满足。
All your expectation may be too high on me, and as usual I may had just let you all down again (Yes, again and again). Deep inside my little heart, I feel that I am more useless than ever. One simple sentence only, is it so hard to utter it out?
News about "them" is getting "interesting" by the day, from a boy she like to they had feel towards each other. Even my heart is as hard as diamond, I will be broken soon. There is a great wound deep in me. Forget about the pain in my heart, I am still running away from reality. Will be good friend the best outcome possible?
Had I tell her this, what will be her instant reaction? Still be friends even if we fail? Or we will be awkward facing each other? I do not know if I am looking for excuse, or simply because I think it's the best we be close friend? Our condition now, will it be ruin if I confess my feelings? Will just admiring her every move satisfy me?
Hope there will be a change tomorrow. And hopefully a desirable ending, be it we happen to click on it or we just be good friends. In any condition, I will be more than satisfy than keeping this feeling to myself.
如果这是个完美的一天，没有人会期待明天的到来！
If today was perfect, there will be no need for tomorrow!
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